Lucifuge : the name Lucifuge comes from two Latin words; lux (light; genitive lucis), and fugio (to flee), which means “[he who] flees the light”

By: robfindlay

Apr 15 2008

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Lucifugic Misanthropia

I would like one simple answer to one simple question: What is the difference between a “friend” and an “aquantience.” I would like to know, because all I seem to have in this life anymore is the latter, I can’t remember the last time I had someone I could refer to as a “friend” a “buddy” a “confidant.”

I freely admit to being introverted and at times hostile, hostility comes from a life of being stepped on. Sometimes you just have to step back on the mother-fuckers..

I wonder is it something innate about me? Am I broken? Do I just look like a goddamned fucking freak that people don’t want to get near?

Am I fucking diseased? Does my presence cause discomfort? Hardly, my presence rarely registers on most peoples radar screens, especially to women. To women I do not exist, unless I’m the freak your trying to avoid because you felt sorry and talked to me that one time and laughed at my jokes before realizing that I wanted more then a simple conversation that I wanted –FUCK– a friend? Someone to have a spot of tea with now and again? Oh heavens fucking forgive.

These facts have caused me to hate, to seeth in rage at this existence of this petulant world that reminds me constantly of how alone I am.

All around me I see couples, I see people together as friends, but no one seeks me out, no one looks for the freak.

Fuck it. Fuck you. Fuck everything.

-R

8 Responses to “Lucifuge : the name Lucifuge comes from two Latin words; lux (light; genitive lucis), and fugio (to flee), which means “[he who] flees the light””

  1. AWWWWWWWWWW I thought that i was your friend!!!!!! Would you like a spot o’ tea i have some nummies on my counter! and books! BOOKS!!!!

  2. Course your my friend, I have 1 now. yeah for me.

  3. you’re a grumpy pessimistic cunt, aren’t you ?

    now see, only a friend could say that to another friend without causing offence. so your reaction will largely determine our relationship

    and wot’s with the “spot of tea “old chap ? did the publishers give you permission to quote from Asterix in Britain ?

    perhaps spending more time in the real world woulf help you cultivate some friendships, at least get you off to the nearest pub for a pint or 3. you can’t drown your sorrows in a cup of tea, can you ? but you can get a “tad pissed” and put the boot into someone … that will at least dissipate some of the anger … and who knows, if you do a good job you may be invited to join a gang !

  4. My friends call me worse things then “cunt” cunt.

    -R

  5. Wow….I was really depressed when I wrote that…..not sure how much of it I actually meant…..yikes.

    Sometimes getting it out gets rid of it, I think it worked this time.

    -R

  6. The difference between a friend and an acquaintance is simple: trust. Since you’re overtly hostile online, and I’m assuming you also act equally as superior around your “acquaintances,” people don’t like or trust you.

  7. You’re really stupid. Holy crap. This is even worse than your OkCupid profile. The only thing worse than an egomaniac is an egomaniac who isn’t intelligent, creative, nice, or fun. Waste of air!

  8. Than, stupid


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